actually i was supposed to get my nails done today . but sadly , my mother refused to give me any money & instead order me to vacuum the floor . i'm currently waiting for the person to call me as i have send in my job application . its is currently 3.48pm & guess what after speaking to you about 2hours ago & somehow i know so many things after hanging the phone . what i see , what i hear in 2hours is enough to make me give up , i can pull you up but you refused to stand then too bad . the lastthing i wish to know is that you're actually cheating me & lying to me time & time again . you choose the wrong path the one that suffer is non-other then yourself. i have learn many things from the previous one , you commented on people how bad , how flirt & how mean . but have you even sit down & reflect on yourself ? you broke not only my promises , but to the ones that loves you & the one you use to love in the past . All these happen for a reason , don't put the blame on them or even me because you create this for yourself . By the end of the day , you will be the one in the losing end . i have found out so many things , if i put in the effort to ask and find out in the first place i guess i wouldn't be crying & crying so much for you & have so many sleepless nights & worrying about you . i was silly to the point that i can just be awake for you till morning when you're enjoying yourself out there . i have finally found out the truth & this is really enough to say IHY straight into your face . i regretting texting you that msg saying i still care because after this solid two hours of truth i think i want to take back my words . you were wrong saying i hate her , cause i don't hate her at all . the person who i should is you .
i envy the other one cause she's wasn't a fool like i was . 'paranoid' isn't a word for you to describe me because you were 100time worse than me . i guess this word suits you most . crying over a conversation with a normal friend is the stupidest thing you did to make me laugh . even spammers comment was totally right about you . carry on with your lovely life .
i have him & i don't need you in my life anymore. you can call me a bastard but think first , you're worse (: