more than a drug to me ,

wayne w , you better keep all your promises you make once again . or not , i swear i will get the scariest spider to freak you out (: thanks for the muffin you bought for me today & prove to me you can do it .
casandra mother , recieve your msg just now . the choice is yours & whatever it is , i promise that i will always be standing by your side no matter what it is . i will give you my fully support in whatever decision you made .
jiajun , never ever do such silly things again .
& 18th , everything has reaches its point , i'm sorry for those things i did to hurt you . it might just be a very short while together but i won't deny the fact that you treated me well . i hope you will forgive me for what i did . we will both be happy .

-nothing much for the day , i'm feeling sleepy at this very moment .

i remember what you said , i always kept it in mind . i don't know whether what i'm doing right now is something right or wrong . it was something i put so much effort & i finally manage to break through and unknowingly i went back into it . i'm really confuse about everything. sister & i also bare in mind what you say to me . i guess , i need the time to think . it use to be a nightmare ~