left unsaid ,

sometime , there are things you really wish to say , things that you never wish to keep in your heart ., things that you want to say freely . but , all these things are better left unsaid . its really sweet to say that i spend every single day with you ever seens our relationship became stable , even we get angry or upset with each other either of us will never fail to cheer the other party up . i can ensure myself that you're the greatest gift i ever recieved in my whole seventeen years of life . so many obstacles we have gone through so many beautiful memories we have , all the silly things we did to each other so many . . so many things . i really don't know how to leave 21days without you . strangers , friends for anyone can say that 21days is so short can pass very fast one ! maybe even you say this to me . but , deep down my heart only i truely know how it feels having to be alone without you . i can cry in the middle of the night when i'm about to sleep or the first thing in the morning when i'm still half awake , i tried my best not to think , not to say a word or mention about it . but , i couldn't help it when each day pasts & the date is reaching nearer it cames into my mind automatically . lastly , even through we couldn't celebrate our 1year , it doesn't matter . all i hope is everything will turn out smoothly . doesn't mean i don't say a word , its means that i don't bother. i just try to hold back everything to make the both of us happy & of course not to let you be paranoid (: i love you ,

-sleepover at baby's house yesterday night ,
-wanted to swim with him but he overslept . FOREVER .
-headed to amk centre @ 6plus .
-met botak & timmy for dinner ,
-headed to 700plus to meet shingying , xinyi & nicholas.
-played pool & jubeat met gilman awhile till 9plus.
-headed for baby's house to collect my stuff & ate durian :)
-cabbed home @ 10plus .
-went to seng's court on tuesday , hope he will be fine inside :(
-ton the whole monday night cause i'm worry i will oversleep .
-tuesday afternoon ,went to kbox & sing.
-talk alot to yaxin , i love her , will support her whatever decision she make .
-lastly , i hope my xinyi darling is fine , damn worry for her .
decided to sum up everything , lazy to type long posts . HAH ! bye readers .

a super long ago photo , finally manage to upload .