it has pass 11.59pm , so another day has pass. As for me, i don't know if i'm having mood swing or perhaps i've just gone mad.
I'm feeling really down and moodless suddenly. Lying on the bed doing nothing and thinking of many things. All the random stuff. Quite sad about what the doctor has told me today, i hope the scanning result will come out fine . I'm wondering if anything happens to me the one i love will still be there for me like how he always use to? Haha. Maybe i shouldn't think so much first. Well, if i quit smoking and orhorh jipeng i wonder if everything will go back to normal?. ): i'm missing my baby currently, wondering if his sleeping soundly now. Thinking of him really makes me feel happier. Especially your smiles and little jokes baby :) now i finally know why everyone says life isn't perfect. Because is either you have this or that. Love, health, money, happiness, everything ! I shall sleep now, so as tomorrow will arrive faster i want to hear your voice my dear i miss you much.