Life haven't been really perfect ever seens something happen. There's this dramatic change in my life which almost left me feeling lonely and sad almost every night. Imagine i don't have your phonecalls in the night like the past , imagine when i needed you most you aren't there. I know this isn't something you want or you wish to have. But somehow , i just feel really sad over many things for this pass few months . This is real torture , but i'm willing to go through everything because i believe you're the one. So don't ever disappoint me again never do it again. Even through people might see me smiling from the outside is not because i'm happy is because i don't know how to express my feelings. I just hope somedays things will turn out better and smoother.