I made a wish at 11:11 just now i know is kinda silly but i just hope it would come true.
I'm abit not in my usual self today. While i was on my way home i thought of practically all the sad moments instead of the happy ones i was wondering why i would thought of it out the blue, but somehow i couldn't find an answer. Well , i'm emotionally unstable today all the stress that i have to keep it to myself is killing me.Its nothing but mental torture, i was thinking when would this drive me crazy. Right now i sitting right infront of this computer and this quiet atmosphere isn't making me feel any better. I don't even know what's running throught my mind i don't even know what the fuck is making me feel this way. Maybe right now i just need to lie down and sleep. I should at least for this once let my fucking mind rest from all this fucking shit that is happening in my fucking life.