i already sick of trying to meet expectation. Is like running a higher mountain each time w/o stopping. Example, working . Have to meet all the stupid expectation the boss ask for and have to act or maybe i should say wear a mask and act as if i'm hardworking ? Or like , i have to make sure my makeup is perfect, hair is nicely done, etc..etc.. so i won't be commented by people out there ? Life is not naturally is full of pretending, lies. SO AS TO COVER THE UGLY SIDE. _l_