i don't want you to leave for ns so soon when i'm about to have hopes that you're coming out. I spending almost 7months plus successfully waiting for you and this isn't an easy thing at all, i think i have given my fullest determine and everything that i didn't expect myself that i can actually do it. I was pushing my limits, i hope you can understand i see how much i did for you sweetheart, i always believe in you, so i wish that you can prove to me all my effort worths . Lastly, i never once give up on you even i ever say so..