dear wayne ,
is about one week you have serve your remand and therefore to say i have live my life outside without you for a week . i have different feelings without you every single day , i can be happy now and perhaps angry or moodlessly later . i never know. i learn many things without you by my side . people might think that i'm saying nonsense but they will never know how much can a person learn and realise things within a short one week . i learn to be independent , doing things on my own and managing my weekends . it was tough at first , but as time passes i start getting use . i believe i'm a stronger person each day and no matter what the consequences will be i will wait and support you all the way , also within this pass one week i'm starting to realise and see who are true and trustworthy people , people i can go to , people who will be there for me and many many things. is hard for me to trust a person because each time i do , after a short period of time , things went wrong. lastly , i'm not those kind of people who will say much and go around telling people how pitiful , how sad or how bad i'm feeling . i prefer to keep it to myself . baby , i realise one thing you have said to me , is just to observe and not to say so much . well , by the end of the day you will see a person's true self. That is the time , where you really can judge one .
i won't deny the fact that as i post this post i'm feeling very betrayed and lastly DISAPPOINTMENT.