i have not been going to school for a weeks or more seens the holiday has ended . i feel really exhausted about what has happen recently , why must it be a this point of time where things start to turn ugly. but not forgetting , is actually this particular person who started the fire , and don't expect us to sit there helplessly , letting the fire burn us right ? of course we have to do something about it . My blog has become very wordy once again , but i'm not caring about this anymore , i'm sick and tired . it seriously pisses me off , whatever the outcome will be i don't care i don't bother cause if you can comment such nasty things about us i don't see a point anymore , i just don't wish to carry on quarrelling over this matter endlessly . dear wayne , i really really needed you by my side more and more each day . ;( lastly , all i can say is that i finally see your true colour how mean you can say about your use to be so call-ed 'SISTER' . goodbye readers .